Friday, July 8, 2011

Handing it over to Him

So to be honest, I've been down, depressed, negative..... about the waiting period that Bobby's move is taking. We thought in Febuary-March he would move over to New Life Link. Days have come and gone and there is no move, or word of any move for that matter.
Little pieces of information will come through, they would get our hopes up or make us worry. So yesterday, in a conversation with a friend, we were in a moment of worry. And through my friend, God spoke to me. Jeannie said that she and her husband had been talking. He said to her "You know when WE try to do it OUR way, things never work out. But when we do it GOD'S way, things ALWAYS work out perfectly." Could anything be more true? Why do I insist on worrying, thinking I can control things, thinking that I know more than God?

So for today, for now, I am giving this to God. I don't want it back. I don't want to worry anymore because I don't have to. God is our defender, our provider, our Father. He always comes through, always knows best, always knows better than me! He loves Bobby even more than I do.
I'm done worrying- God has got this one!